Sunday, March 8, 2015

Dream log: 8MAR2015 - Astral Meeting Place

A few days ago, a dream that was crystal-clear… I felt for sure I’d remember every detail. We were all meeting “over there” and some folks were a bit unsure of themselves. Others were comfortable meeting this way and we carried on our conversations as we’ve been doing for the past couple of years. Some thought it was a bit strange that it was just like real life. I explained that this was basically our essence and we carry it through our lifetimes with minor variations. I asked one person why we didn’t remember each other- usually – it’s one of those frustrating things about our reality. Leslee explained quite a bit and she decided to make a stand. We got into a friendly but animated discussion about this. We had an understanding that we were different parts of the machine… Some need to be near the bottom of the hill to give people a boost. Others might be at the top to help them up. And the main point was to show that the unknown is anything but frieghtening, as others have shown us before.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Dream Log: 13JAN2015: Viking Womens' Journey

I found myself in a longhouse in the early morning hours. It may have been somewhere in Scandinavia/Norway/Sweden. I was there with my wife, and another family shared the longhouse with us. The lighting was dim, it might have been slightly "blue" for some reason (early morning light?). It was a medium-sized building, one part of the longhouse was for one family, the other end was for the other family, and there were "shared" parts of the longhouse as well in the middle section. We were fairly young (mid-20s?), and my wife was just preparing to leave the village with the other women and children. I couldn't see what I looked like, but she had sandy-brown hair that had recently been cut very short. I was pleasantly surprised by this since she looked great. (I should mention that I do not know what she looked like with her hair long, only that in the dream I was not used to seeing it short).

She was an attractive young woman, a bit shorter height for a woman in our area, a healthy slim weight (but not overly skinny), and dressed in earth-tone and white clothing, mostly light brown.  She wore some fabric and fur. It was apparently the custom that before the women left the men for the season, they would make themselves look sexy, so that the men wouldn't forget them. This was of course a form of minor torture for the men.

The wife of the other family was dressed up in a similar way. She had short black hair, heavier-set and taller and was very happy / bemused, but also seriously concentrating on the task at hand. She wore a red dress, in a way that one might call "Sunday best" here in the west.  She had a child somewhere in a part of the house I couldn't see. Her husband was tall and lanky, long brown hair with braids, clothing and fur cape. They were also in their mid to late 20s.

As we were packing things for her trip (there were not a lot of possessions), I was trying to think of reasons for my wife to stay, or ways to convince her to stay, but I couldn't think of any. I said to her - wow, you look great. Maybe you could stay here, hmm? But we both knew that this was impossible. She smiled at my comment and gave me a coy look, and carried on with the task at hand. She said that she would be back soon enough.

In the photo above, rather than shields along the ceiling, there were furs. Also the layout of the building was different - as I mentioned the two ends of the longhouse were used as separate "rooms" - there were no beds or tables along the wall in the middle of the building; this was a storage/ work area.

The words spoken seemed to be in English to me.




Saturday, January 10, 2015

Umbro, 7jan2015

This is Umbro. Many of you occupied forms and lifetimes of the nations that you would call the First Nations. As you may be aware these societies were closer to Source than you are now. With less separation, and more connectedness. This experience was not separate enough to bring about the transition to the next age in a short amount of time, so it was deemed necessary by the collective consciousness to step separation up in a more complete way. You will notice that music from the ancient world was more complex than it is now, from a harmonic point of view, and this is one thing which was not completely hidden from view. In contrast, your music of today can resonate one or two of your energy centers, but pay close attention to where those are. Now imagine music that lights them all up at once. So much more than an auditory experience. So you begin to get a sense of what the technology in Atlantis was capable of, and this was but one of several advanced cities on the surface at the time. The picture painted by science is one of cultural evolution... Interpreting what they have at their disposal. You have a sense that perhaps this is upside down, as is the characterization of so - called "savages" as being anyone who doesn't comply with the customs of the prevailing society. But this so at odds with the surrounding environment, your planet once being seen as "mother" and residents having that close a relationship with her.

Rest assured, a mother does not forget her sons and daughters, even if they might have a hard time seeing her as no more than a lump of dumb rock. It is an indicator of the separation necessary for the times. On the return wave now, you'll start to see more indications of connectedness in strange and unexpected ways. Pay attention to your thought and make note of the times you think of separation and limitation. Then challenge yourself to find the opposite of those thoughts. If all is connected, then all solutions are relatively close at hand. Larger challenges will present themselves to you until you start using the corresponding ability that is being challenged by that problem. As a hint, your intuition plays a key role - the solution is the easy one right in front of you. But in separation, you need to present yourself with reasons to ignore that solution. Is it really character building to take the long way around? That may be, but sometimes it just takes longer. The end result is the same.

We are always here to help, but observe silence out of respect for the process of discovery and achievement. The current 3D world by now may seem as an absurd farce - and that's precisely what it is. Do not be afraid of money it too is a plaything that serves its purpose to entertain and educate. It is not the corrupting thing that it is made out to be - what you see here is the voodoo of lending power to an adverse idea. True freedom means something which does not include any form of thought control from someone else. Tempered with an understanding of your connectedness, you can and will accomplish great things.

We'll check in again from time to time, and there will be more opportunities for in- person visits on the ships, for those who desire a reminder of thier connection with all things.

Thank you.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Archetype of Archetypes: The River

You have stopped trying to force changes in your lives, in favor of making small changes to the timeline as a process of feeling the desired outcome, understanding that these small changes are the start of the source of a raging river, that becomes an old winding river, well-established.

And so you serve self and serve others, this is one. As the archetype of archetypes, we now control the flow of time and the outcomes that result. Looking off in the horizon, you see all possibilities and positions along the path. Though you may not know/think your way, you can feel that the way is there. You know the path.

As the archetype of archetypes, you/I have chosen the most beneficial path.

As you all do.

With time comes sorrows and triumphs; you are beyond such petty things as they are like dust from a once-proud mountain, now ground to so much dirt from which things will grow. The fertile soil of minerals which took ages and no time at all.

All archetypes are recognizable. The gods are but one limited archetype, and so they fall by the wayside as no longer serving that which you are. Yet it serves to briefly fragment oneself into individual separation for a brief time, to know that this state is present and can be achieved, to experience separation as the opposite of eternity. The opposite of complete oneness with everything.

Progress too is an illusion of this separation. You can place yourself at any point along the path, and immediately realize all that has come before. This accounts for the memories you have already had, of events along this timeline you have not yet experienced. And you know when something is about to happen because you have already experienced it, as someone who exists in all realms, at all times, in all ways.

This is not simply higher self communication, as the limited factions would have you believe, although the higher self helps to communicate to you that which you no longer remember.

The factions are yet other fragments of limited experience - no more or less real than your current experience - and further opportunities you have taken in separation, in so many different forms.

I speak to you as you, because you are all.

It is a lonely prospect to consider that you might be "it", yet you begin to see the true value of separation. Remember that you love you, or you hate you, to be alone with your own thoughts can be the most terrible thing to consider for eternity.

And yet the experiment of duality is winding down as it has many times before, and the opportunity to experience less duality will soon be in hand, as it has many times before.

The suspicion of those who can predict the future are of course from another limited perspective. Since you have already been on every path, it is possible to remember any of those paths if you decide to focus on them. It is convincing that a version of yourself will oppose your every action, to enforce the rules of this reality.

You remember the path that results in the lessening of duality. It is indeed near. With minor adjustments to the timeline - and fewer and smaller still until that specific place and time is realized.


Thursday, October 16, 2014

Dream Log: 14OCT2014 - Opening Apartment

I found myself in a room that was like a combination bathroom+bedroom. I'm not sure why there would be a toilet in a bedroom! The walls were a salmon color, and the room was about bedroom size. There was a dresser to my left, and a door on the other side of the dresser. I was sitting on the toilet. A man went through the door and he had a stiletto knife strapped under each wrist - he had a similar appearance to Wolverine (the Marvel character) but was wearing a light gray sweatshirt and jeans. I thought he seemed to have Russian features; he was in his mid-30s, short, medium-build. He was not menacing so much as determined.

Initially I was alarmed that a strange determined man would enter my room while I was going to the bathroom, but he said, "I'm just going to fix something." So he did something near the wall (I didn't see because it was on the other side of the door from the dresser), and the entire wall opposite from where I was sitting opened up. I was amazed! I said, "that's so freaking cool!! Wow!!! How did you do that?"

What it opened up to was a foyer or entryway to something like an apartment or hotel. It was a light space with white tile floors and walls, and clear glass blocks for decor. Below me (two stories down) I could see several well-dressed young people (in their mid-20's), and I tried to hide behind the dresser in case anyone saw me. But I was also curious to see who was down there. As I looked down I noticed one pretty black girl dressed in a leopard-print outfit with a "pro" camera, a fashionista, with big afro hair and a matching leopard-print bandana and black high heels. Either she was looking off to her left at something else and hadn't seen me, or she had seen me and was trying not to look. Nobody else in the entryway seemed to notice what had happened.

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Max, Dealing With Personal Demons

>Are you there, Max?

I’m here, Troy.

>Did you want to chat?

I did.

>What did you want to chat about?

There are greater disruptions to connection now. As the gatekeepers distinguish themselves from the collective of humanity, they are also more visible to attack. The attacks may come in many forms.

>An alternative perspective is that the difficulty is created by us alone – we seek challenges and provide ourselves with challenges fitting to our abilities. The problem is, some of us get over our heads in the difficulties we give ourselves.

Yes, both are valid perspectives. A coping mechanism can be used as a visualization of the task at hand.

Whether it is “us and them” or “just you” is up to you. But still what you create can seem very real and very dangerous.

>Can I have some help with the difficulties I create?

Yes you can.

>Can you help me with the difficulties I create?

Yes I can. As you have seen in real life, handing over tasks to someone else means that you may not gain the skills to deal with the problem yourself.

>It’s a catch-22, I can’t possibly do everything myself… I prefer a partnership where each learns the skills of the other, and each performs part of the task of the other.

That isn’t always practical, but perhaps this illustrates why you have felt a pulling back of assistance from the higher realms.

>We still need help with the demons we create, my friend…
And that is why we are here to help, but we also wish to provide less help in small increments so that you can gain the skills needed to deal with greater challenges as you create them.

>I understand… we’re our own worst enemies.

It might be convenient for some to pass the blame to others, and I understand those occupying other dimensions can be blamed for much. This is the root of the concern that all spirits are evil. However in truth we have little to do with the demons you create. Of course the student will blame the teacher for a heavy blow, when it was the student’s fault for not blocking the blow in the first place.

>Can I just stop creating demons?

You can if you wish. As you recall you were previously feeling bored, and so a “demon” was created to fill the void.

>Is this why the idea of Agartha is a problem for so many people?

It’s not that they don’t believe… it’s that it seems like a pretty boring place. Although it’s a place where you can still create from a positive perspective, some people can’t imagine life without the catalyst of difficulty.

>Well… everything seems pretty difficult… doesn’t everyone dream of a better place?

They dream, but the separation from the dream is what they wish to preserve. And it is a sense of entitlement that they wish to preserve as much as a sense of panic.

>Do you mean entitlement, meaning they are entitled to what they have because they’ve worked hard to get it?

They can have everything “now” without hard work.

>Honestly… I’m not sure how that’s possible. I think many of us feel trapped by ideas like the “lack of things”, or having responsibility for others, such as our children, who depend on us. If we let go of our responsibilities, what we love may be taken from us, and it seems as though we have very little recourse. If you don’t look after your kids, child services will take them from you. Whether the state has notions of ownership is somewhat beside the point. So we seem to be trapped in a big squeeze between responsibilities and wants and needs. If you say we can have everything “now”, that may be true if we kills ourselves, but not so true in our current situation. I’d say the burden of proof lies on you to show that we CAN have everything now without being temporally or physically displaced by death.

You’ve seen it in little pieces. In the movie “Swiss Family Robinson”, the man says “the island shall provide.” And when they were talking about a wife for their sons, a girl magically appeared the next day. And events were put in place, however difficult it may have seemed at the time, which provided the means for the boys to leave the island and seek their fortunes. So you see, whatever it is that is difficult will have the desired outcome. You just don’t always know that it is going to play out that way. And you are a partner in this process, so as you gain skill it is also up to you more and more to take the reins.

>There is a hole for me in the puzzle, I just have to recognize that the hole is there for me to fill. But so many times I can’t recognize that the hole is for me to fill, until after the fact…

It comes with experience.

>Surely you could provide some kind of magical hole detection device?

You have already been provided with such a device…

>Well, the batteries in mine must have died….

It’s an exercise in connecting with the energetic field of all things.

>Opportunities present themselves but it’s up to us to act or not act.

Yes exactly! Don’t worry so much about making poor choices, or making an informed decision – you just need to “act”.

>I don’t need to remind you that I am not an actor…

Everyone is… currently.

>Except for those who are spectators…

Exactly.

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Twin Ravens (by dreamwalker)



there are two of us
flying side by side
twin ravens of othin
entering darkness
bringing light

we are him and he is us
the hammers of asguard
the sickles of horus
tools of the harvest
and catalysts of change

soaring over the battle
we seek sustenance
from any old body
or new one
freshly deceased

Always guiding,
we've taken kings
and peasants both
cherished and cradled
to heaven, and back again.