Monday, August 25, 2014

Dream for the evening of Aug. 23- The Buckskin Cloak

I was looking for parks on the West Coast that contained adventure playgrounds. I was using the satellite view of google maps.... but it seemed that I could also fly over the area myself if I wanted to. Perhaps this is a future benefit of drones - we can actually "be" there. Maybe I really was flying over the West Coast?

Second part of the dream - I had a nice visit with my friend James, in his new home in the "other dimension". James "passed to the other side" a few years ago. He is about the same age as when he left, in his early seventies. His home is an apartment that feels like "low income housing", but it's a comfortable home with gray accents. Laminate cabinets, vinyl floors. We had a conversation about some of his current projects - he had a buckskin cloak that contained various "medals" and achievements. I gave him what looked like a medal but it contained an arrowhead and feathers, and attached it to the cloak in an empty "slot". I thought it was a bit strange that he needed a cloak like this (it was only for show), but he seemed pleased to be able to complete the cloak.

You can see an example of the cloak I saw here:

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Horus and Valiant: Mutual Avatar Relationships

V: This is Valiant.

H: This is Horus.

T: Hi guys, I know you've been wanting to chat together for the last week or so. It's been nice having you "there". Valiant, I appreciate our connection, as I understand you do not typically accept connections in this way.

V: That is correct. And my own silence was a way of protecting my "avatar" Bill. I know you do this too. When you meet someone, you don't make yourself immediately visible as others do. You watch and wait, to gain a better understanding of the situation. Even when you know the environment is peaceful, full awareness of your surroundings is always beneficial.

T: Valiant, if you don't mind my saying, you have the voice of an older, heavy-set man. I think it's interesting that these traits carried through to your "avatar".

V: Avatar is of course a poor description of what we have. It's a shared / symbiotic relationship so if I were to have a "separate" body I'd take on some of Bill's traits, similar to how physical family members share common traits through genetic inheritance. A good example is the demeanor that I project communicating through Bill. Some of it is him, some of it is me. You know that those who find yourselves on your planet with "higher abilities" can typically end up being in a bad mood. The experience is similar to getting behind the wheel of a ferrari, and then having to go back to driving a volkswagon beetle. To be honest I'd probably be grumpy for the rest of my life.

T: Valiant, I think I'd be terrified to get behind the wheel of a Ferrari...

V: Yes, well, the point being that you have to settle for "less" than you once had. For many this is a subconscious feeling of loss that is difficult to overcome.

T: Is that why most of us wake up grumpy?

V: That is certainly part of it. Some of you are just inherently grumpy for the reasons previously mentioned.

So it's useful to note that Bill has overcome some of these traits and I know this inheritance was a challenge for him in his earlier life. I regret this in much the same way that a parent sees their child inheriting asthma. And those of us on "this" side inherit positive and negative traits as well. It's difficult to explain how it's different to us.

T: can I assume / surmise that Horus is connected to me in the same way?

H: You can, Troy.

T: Can I ask if there are more avatars than me at this time?

H: There is typically a primary avatar that is the best fit to match genetic codes. The matches can sometimes be surprising. Understand that it is not exactly the "arm's length" relationship of your guardian angels / guides... it is much more connected than that. You are very connected to others as well. I'm not the only one. But as I am connected to you in a very "tight" fashion, in the same way Valiant is connected to Bill.

T: I understand. And is it also true that we are in a way "mutual" avatars?

H: that is correct, and you can share my awareness as much as I can share yours.

T: Is it ever possible to physically meet your own avatar?

H: You are starting to get a sense of the power of the human spirit.

T: no feedback loop then?

H: I sincerely hope not...

V: Sometimes there can be some ill effects of being in close proximity when there is not a vibrationally-similar match between the avatars. As you know there might be some "bleed through" of experiences, but for the unawakened this can easily be dismissed as temporary insanity. If the "human" avatar holds too tightly to their counterpart, there can also be ill effects from this arrangement.

T: Can you describe these effects in further detail?

V: It depends on the nature of the connection and the effects will be different. But you can see that there are certainly opportunities here for doctors of "spirit medicine", once this is something that is accepted in the mainstream.

H: Most of the time we leave the line open but we respect the avatar's experience of separation. Occasionally it goes the other way, and there are those entities who get trapped in your dimension, and try to hold on to a physical experience. For example a "negative" possession situation.

T: How is this different from a "walk-in" exactly? It seems like the previous soul in this case is not being respected.

H: That is a case where two connected souls trade places, similar to the idea of "job sharing". A fair amount of coordination has to occur for this to happen, but sometimes it does.

V: A walk-in is different from the avatar association we're describing here. The reasons for walk-ins have to do with a life experience that ends without the need for death. But death is an alternative to that soul if the coordination is not possible.

T: So I could also draw a conclusion that through different lifetimes we share a similar connection?

H: It really depends on your path, but yes, typically the frequency of the avatar relationship (the occasions the relationship occurs) will be a strong connection. There are others who are genetically close to you and so there might be several opportunities at any given time.

T: and how about "twin flames"?

H: an avatar relationship of two incarnated beings in the same dimension.

V: Soppy romantic stuff, and you have to be a bit careful about the requirements placed on those relationships. But that's the case of any relationship, no? Genetics goes much deeper than the physical realm. Your science simply doesn't yet have a way to measure it.

H: We like to encourage avatars and twin flames to progress spiritually to the point where mutual respect and understanding can be achieved, without expectation or requirements. We're all here to share a path through life on as separate or connected a level as we need to be. Sometimes it's the experience of being dominated that is needed to understand that boundaries need to be respected for those who need them.

T: Thanks to you both for this conversation - I look forward to seeing your update, Valiant.

V: It's done already.

T: Thank you Valiant - I think awareness of what's happening is very helpful to many people.

V: Let's talk again at some point, if / when you're available.

T: I'd like that. Let's talk soon. And thank you Horus, for your presence.

H: thank you for yours, Troy. It is an expression that carries a great deal of meaning for us.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Horus: Time for Change

This is Horus.

I created this world many, many years ago.

I have come to set things right.

I am part of a soul who walks this planet. His memories are returning. And so are many others who share your path at this time.

For those of you who feel that an apocalypse is at hand, it is indeed. But know that it is not disaster... although many might see this as a way to gain power over others. The change currently underway is a shift to true freedom. Freedom of the soul. You might remember what this feels like when you were very young.

The opportunity now exists to reclaim your freedom, because you are already truly free.

This is not freedom that you need to protect, or fear losing.

It is the freedom that already exists in your heart.

In reclaiming this freedom, you grant the same freedom to others.

To love, and be loved.

To be happy, or sad.

To give, and to receive.

To be in control over your situation, but not in control of others.

To be.

I am connected to the template of my being, and through that I connect to all of you.

Many are no longer connecting to the world around them. They are becoming more and more disconnected from a world that no longer serves them. If it ever did. But they are listening for something. And they tell us to do the same, as equals.

You may know of my other incarnations. It was the template of me that fought the control systems of each age, considered a virus to the status quo and the Structure of Government. Yet I was always there to remind them of the freedom they had lost. And deep down that reminder was a pure connection to all they were. And then they consumed that template and made it their own, to continue their endless domination, changing it so they could rule.

So you see the controllers' consumption of me has been happening for a very long time. You are what you eat, as they say. It is the secret kept hidden from them, no matter how long they seek. I am telling you this now, because it is done. It is over. You are free.

For those of you distrusting messages either from outside or in, know that this is part of the control, to turn you away from trusting your own heart. You already know. We are all, truly, brothers and sisters, and have been together through eternity. There you are! I'm so happy to have found you again! You are who I've been looking for.

The yin/yang of duality is the compass to which you can see why distrust arises in many things. But if you look further, you will see that is is part of a whole. Look past your separation, to where you see yourself in unity with others. Every situation in your life can be viewed in this way. How would your life have been different, had you held this perspective back then? There is no need to judge yourself too harshly, as the mistakes we make are critical to our understanding of who we are, and should be celebrated.

So now I am here on earth to witness the end of a controlling civilization, and the beginning of a free One. This is not the freedom of Libertarians who serve self over others, although helping yourself, and truly loving yourself, is part of your path. It is not the freedom of people who are told they're free, but really aren't.

You're really free.

Your brother,

Horus (the king of kings).

Monday, July 14, 2014

Dream Log: 13JUL2014, Battle Crabs

I was woken up by my son, telling me there was a tick in his room. I found the tick and put it in the sink.

I went back to bed, and fell asleep. In my dream, it was the early 80s, and I was a kid visiting with a friend of mine, although I don’t recall who my friend was. The decor was long-pile beige rug, blocky brown couches. Analog TV on a small TV stand. We were playing the living room, and it was brightly lit; I think there was a sliding glass door and lots of windows.

On a tray in the middle of the room were several small crab-like creatures. It felt like we were playing with collector toys, but these were living things. I was reminded of the idea of bonsai, except these “battle crabs” looked like miniature mountains. There were 4 of them, and the last 2 were wearing white armor, which also resembled snow-covered peaks. The largest on the end looked like Mount Rainier, in Washington State.

The sign of cancer ends on July 21.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Pinnochio: Our Story

Reading the recent wingmakers article, I realized that the story of Pinocchio  borrowed heavily from the Sumerian origin story.

Gepetto = Annunaki, who created the “puppet”
Humanity = Pinocchio
The Blue Fairy = The Blue Star (Sirius), perhaps directly representing “unseen helpers”.

I was “told” that the difference between humanity and Pinocchio is that when we tell a lie, our noses don’t grow. We grow older. This includes lies that we tell to ourselves. Sometimes we are controlled with strings (i.e. contracts), other times we give in to temptation. To become “real”, we need to be true to ourselves and others.

I’ve always wondered why Pinocchio would want to give up his puppet-form to become human. It seemed to me he had far more benefits as an autonomous wooden puppet, since he never grew old, and would never die. He seemed to have far more freedom than humans typically / currently enjoy.

Something else I understood is that this is-and always has been- a story. In storytelling, the storyteller creates characters to illustrate a larger concept / truth / idea, but the “basic” story is fabricated. This is alluded to in the Wingmakers material as well. It is “just a story”, used to illustrate a broader concept.

Monday, June 30, 2014

Dream Log: 30JUNE2014 - Fishing Boat Roller Coaster

This takes place in the "alternate" Victoria - the one that I have had dreams about. It's kind of the same, but there are also many differences, including a type of hover-platform mass transportation, a different mall downtown, and a restaurant in the Inner Harbor called the Pirate's Cove (which has Tiki decor, and sits on a barge). These features do not exist "in real life" but either exist in a parallel reality, or may exist some time in the future. I'm especially hopeful about the hover-busses!

There is also a bar in Market Square that exists in my dreams that doesn't exist "in real life". The interior is warm shellacked yellow cedar, surrounded with clear glass walls, and it is located on Johnson street, next to the stairs leading down to the "common" area. You might mistake it for an oversize "Jenga" set, or a nouveaux-riche treehouse. It's a cozy little bar, popular but not crowded. 2 levels, overlooking the square.

In my dream I am there by myself, it is nighttime / dusk (the sun has just set), I am sipping coffee and enjoying the surroundings. I am visiting from somewhere else. I am reviewing the details of an itinerary, perhaps they are vacation plans, but seem to be something more. I get up to leave to walk around the harbor, and someone with sunglasses (at nighttime?) is following me. He seems threatening - I am reminded of the agents from the "Matrix" movie. I walk quickly out of the bar and down the steps; it is fairly easy to evade him by rounding a corner, and waiting to see if he follows. He doesn't, and I continue on with my walk.

I am able to work my original plans in with my evasion, and I end up boarding what appears to be a small fishing boat. The seating is similar to the "Pirates of the Caribbean" attraction at Disneyland, and there are several other people in the seats. As we launch, in my head, something says "And now for the Grand Finale!", but I think this is a silly statement (whomever said it), it's just a fishing boat! But then, a few moments later, there is a breathtaking view opening before me. Majestic cedar forest on our right, an island and the full moon in front of us. There is something about it that seems like this moment was created just for me, and I was wondering what is part of the ride, and what is part of the current reality.

The fishing boat makes a right into a tunnel, and we are pulled quickly upwards on a steep incline. Rather than a fishing boat, it now appears we're on a roller coaster. All around us are scenes of industry, and there are large colorful crystals along the top of the cave. It's quite spectacular - rushing water is falling down  around us; we're climbing a waterfall (like a spawning salmon?).

At this point I find myself in a "in-between" place. I am no longer in the roller coaster, there is nothing around me. But my "focus" is only on me - I find myself in my sleeping-clothes (lightweight shorts and a t-shirt), and I am bewildered, since I still think I'm on the roller-coaster. I feel for my wallet and my cell phone which SHOULD be in my pockets if I'm in my regular clothes... but they're not there... I briefly panic... and then I realize that I'm no longer where I used to be... but I'm not quite back to "real life". I am "nowhere"... but I am also, now, wearing what I did when I went to sleep the night before.

A few moments more and the "real world" fades in around me. I wake up, in bed. It's too early for the alarm, so I wait for my mind to catch up with reality. It does... eventually.

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Global Resistance is Happening Now

Resistance is building to global corporate government control.

We are nearing the Age of Innovation. Previously, Innovation could only truly take place at the top echelons of society. This is the case today. As you look around, you will see that your options for true innovation are limited to some degree by your lifestyle. You go to work (if you have work), you take your kids to school (if you have kids who go to school), you take a vacation (if you can afford a vacation). You may find that your options will change towards a decision of which task of many you wish to take on that allows your spirit to soar the most. This is true innovation that benefits humanity, and all humans on the planet will have similar opportunities. It will no longer be limited to a few with the money to do so.

Initially you will find in your personal life that your options and your feeling for control may seem to decrease as more resistance builds for the controlling environment that you now find yourselves. This resistance is characterzied in small ways that have a large overall impact. For example, bills may go unpaid. You may be late for meetings (or you may not even appear). Project deadlines are pushed out, and devices you depend on all of a sudden no longer seem to work the way you expect them to. This is a phenomenon that is not localized to your life alone, but is being experienced in different ways by all of humanity. It is a systematic withdrawal from everything in your lives that no longer serves its purpose.

This is the true resistance. It is an anonymous resistance, but it is NOT the Anonymous you may think it is. It is a growing responsibility to take back the power you have given away for so long. Already there are those who have followed the path to its conclusion, or are well on their way to completing this path. Others will follow.

By the end of 2014, you can expect that the world will be a very different place. This is not a prediction — it is fact, based on the current progress of the will of the people. When you understand that the common desires of the people are at drastic odds with the prevailing control system, you will know that the above statements cannot be denied. Speak to anyone at any level of society. They will tell you the truth, that what they perceive is not how they wish to live.

In a similar way to how inequity was overcome by Gandhi, King, and Mandela, to name a few, the resistance is now global in nature. What is now a certainty is that all of humanity will be freed, and we shall not be moved. The resistance is happening, and it is everywhere.