(by Dreamwalker, re-posted from spirttrainchronicles)
...The “abilities” we develop are a side-effect to the process of expanding consciousness. That is, the “real” goal is very simple – to expand your mind to other ideas or other possibilities of what reality is. In doing so, “gifts” are granted along the way – for example the abilities that you already possess are enhanced, and you may also discover new abilities that you enjoy using to then expand your experience/consciousness further. This then opens a new path so that you can explore other facets of reality in other ways. Ghost Radar is a great example of something I’ve learned to use recently that is forcing me to look at reality in another way, and therefore learn something new about that reality.
A metaphor might be learning to fly airplanes. My brother has been through this process – he started learning to fly on a glider. Then he moved up to a single-prop aircraft. Then he moved to an aircraft with skis (he was in High Level, Alberta), and could land on snow and water. Then he learned 2 engine aircraft, then finally a jet aircraft. He also trained to certify other pilots on these aircraft, so another “expansion” of his experience. Or flying aircraft that can hold more passengers. Along the way, each stage grants new “abilities”.
This is not to say that we are becoming something different from what we are already. As complete, fully- realized individuals our journey is one of remembering who we are. We are complete now in every way; it is through our process of remembering that we take back that which is rightfully ours. So rather than "new" abilities being "upgrades", it is that many of our systems are switched off, through the process of discovery, switched on.
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Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Maureen: Strategic Planning on 25FEB2012
Focused/Channeled by Dreamwalker | dreamwalkerdiaries.blogspot.com
[Hello Maureen, would you like to comment on the experiences of the night of Saturday the 25th, 2012? I recall something happening, but I don't remember what. There were a lot of people there... what were they doing?]
Hello Troy, it is lovely to connect with you. ....
....
There is a strong veil at this time, you and your friends are experiencing a "disconnect" from all-that-is, which can translate into some unhappiness. Now that you have connected it sometimes can feel bad/sorrow-ful to do without. A small depression, and this is fine/natural. Do not be alarmed by it, as you will regain it as you work to regain it. As much as the void can be strenthened, so too can you strengthen your connection. It is a central part of the DNA re-attune-ment that is taking place at this time. Synapses connect, to reach out to the light, just as a plant, when poorly watered, might extend its roots further to the source of water. Light is becoming your sustenance, and you will notice when that sustenance is in short supply. This may give you more understanding of why other beings of light such as yourselves may have difficulty creating a material body on your planet. It is not for lack of desire, it is for lack of sustenance. In effect they would become very depressed to be disconnected from all-that-is.
You have created waypoints for them to now join you closer to gaia. Many have been here all along, but you may also invite them on board your Galactic Light Ship to meet them in person, if you wish! They have been waiting for an invitation for a long time, and you may be surprised to find that they are just like you.
You are correct that there is a template that human beings inhabit that many other beings inhabit, as intuited by Stephen Hawking. He is incorrect in thinking that there are a large number of Galactic beings who are "negative" in nature... this is simply not possible, given the fact that they must contain a certain amount of light to reach this stage, and progress through the trials of learning that the human race has done.
[My understanding is that there are fourth density negative beings... reptillians, for example.]
They have been portrayed as negative but this is not the case. Part of the dying control system put in place to make you fear your past, present and future. Living in the now, there is no fear because whatever happens has already happened and will happen. It is living outside the template of time/space that has controlled your planet for so long...
[Can you talk a bit about what happened on the Aeterna last night?]
I can indeed, Troy. Before any major effort, there is a meeting that takes place to coordinate the individuals who will partake in that effort. It would be unwise to state the contents of that meeting... for the same reason that the Rebel Forces in Star Wars required secrecy for their plans... or any force for that matter. You are all more than ready.
[Okay, that sounds exciting Maureen. I understand there are cosmic alignments. I understand it could happen any moment, or it may already have happened.]
I think you get the general idea of it, Troy. Surprise is our ally.
[Well, then, carry on, Captain Maureen... please make whatever preparations or upgrades you need to make to give us the most benefit. If there are specific upgrades you can make for my benefit, please do so.]
We have already upgraded to include a home for your beloved pegasus, and the translation module has also been installed as requested.
[Thank you Maureen, my deepest gratitude to you!]
You'll know what to do when the time comes... as you always have known in your heart.
Goodnight, Troy, my love and gratitude to you.
[Goodnight Maureen - my love to you and all who may wish to help.]
[Hello Maureen, would you like to comment on the experiences of the night of Saturday the 25th, 2012? I recall something happening, but I don't remember what. There were a lot of people there... what were they doing?]
Hello Troy, it is lovely to connect with you. ....
....
There is a strong veil at this time, you and your friends are experiencing a "disconnect" from all-that-is, which can translate into some unhappiness. Now that you have connected it sometimes can feel bad/sorrow-ful to do without. A small depression, and this is fine/natural. Do not be alarmed by it, as you will regain it as you work to regain it. As much as the void can be strenthened, so too can you strengthen your connection. It is a central part of the DNA re-attune-ment that is taking place at this time. Synapses connect, to reach out to the light, just as a plant, when poorly watered, might extend its roots further to the source of water. Light is becoming your sustenance, and you will notice when that sustenance is in short supply. This may give you more understanding of why other beings of light such as yourselves may have difficulty creating a material body on your planet. It is not for lack of desire, it is for lack of sustenance. In effect they would become very depressed to be disconnected from all-that-is.
You have created waypoints for them to now join you closer to gaia. Many have been here all along, but you may also invite them on board your Galactic Light Ship to meet them in person, if you wish! They have been waiting for an invitation for a long time, and you may be surprised to find that they are just like you.
You are correct that there is a template that human beings inhabit that many other beings inhabit, as intuited by Stephen Hawking. He is incorrect in thinking that there are a large number of Galactic beings who are "negative" in nature... this is simply not possible, given the fact that they must contain a certain amount of light to reach this stage, and progress through the trials of learning that the human race has done.
[My understanding is that there are fourth density negative beings... reptillians, for example.]
They have been portrayed as negative but this is not the case. Part of the dying control system put in place to make you fear your past, present and future. Living in the now, there is no fear because whatever happens has already happened and will happen. It is living outside the template of time/space that has controlled your planet for so long...
[Can you talk a bit about what happened on the Aeterna last night?]
I can indeed, Troy. Before any major effort, there is a meeting that takes place to coordinate the individuals who will partake in that effort. It would be unwise to state the contents of that meeting... for the same reason that the Rebel Forces in Star Wars required secrecy for their plans... or any force for that matter. You are all more than ready.
[Okay, that sounds exciting Maureen. I understand there are cosmic alignments. I understand it could happen any moment, or it may already have happened.]
I think you get the general idea of it, Troy. Surprise is our ally.
[Well, then, carry on, Captain Maureen... please make whatever preparations or upgrades you need to make to give us the most benefit. If there are specific upgrades you can make for my benefit, please do so.]
We have already upgraded to include a home for your beloved pegasus, and the translation module has also been installed as requested.
[Thank you Maureen, my deepest gratitude to you!]
You'll know what to do when the time comes... as you always have known in your heart.
Goodnight, Troy, my love and gratitude to you.
[Goodnight Maureen - my love to you and all who may wish to help.]
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Galactic Light Ship Dreamflights: 25FEB2012

The next Galactic Light Ship Flight is this Saturday night (25 FEB 2012) during dreamtime.
Information on our fleet of Galactic Light Ships is available here:
http://spirittrainchronicles.wordpress.com/galactic-fleet/
All who have expressed their intent to join us will be teleported on board our fleet of Galactic Light Ships.You may express your intent to join a specific ship (all are welcome!). We will be meeting during dreamtime on Saturday night, but you do not need to “schedule” the time you are asleep, since you will be timeshifted to the appropriate “place” in time in order to join us. Passwords provided are intended to enhance intent, not to limit access.
Our Fleet includes the following ships:
- GLS Aeterna (Password “Wings“)
- GLS Algiz (Password “Center“)
- GLS Blaze (Password “Spiral“)
- GLS Chimera
- GLS Space Muffin
http://dreamwalkerdiaries.blogspot.com/2012/02/your-first-ufo-familiarization-flight.html
Maureen: A New Home
This is the second time I had this dream, so it has some significance, but I’m not sure what yet. It is a more difficult dream to post, because of the subject matter, but I feel this is necessary at this time.
Leslee spoke about dreams relating to “sex”… and I feel these are in fact not about physical union, but about spending time in the presence of a very high-level being. How our brains interpret this, as she pointed out, is a very high level of bliss, similar to that of the moment of conception. It is sustained, creative force. Pure, happy bliss.
The night before, I decided to try to use the password “wings” to access the Aeterna, and confirmed this with Maureen. I approached this without any preconceived ideas, other than to have an experience that would benefit my progress at this time.
So the dream is basically that I’m driving a 60′s sports car – (my research shows a 1960-ish Volvo P1800 coupe, a light yellow color), there’s a beautiful blonde woman with me, and we’re coordinating a rendezvous with a brunette woman on a cell phone, they’re telling me how they’d like to spend the weekend (a 3-day weekend), pretty much in the nude, exploring being in the nude…
The dream ends at a white 2-story house, built around 1920.
A very happy dream, until it ends… and then I spend the next day or two in a really lousy mood… as I did the last time I had the dream…
This time I wasn’t in quite such a bad mood after the dream, having a better understanding about what this dream was all about. I feel it is not about sex at all… it is the journey in this case that matters.
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Notes
Leslee suggests Maureen is a "Dakini", a helper spirit from Buddhist tradition, in Tibetan means "she who moves in space."
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Maureen: Forget Your Reality
Channeled by Dreamwalker | dreamwalkerdiaries.blogspot.com
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[I'm here, Maureen, if you'd like to chat]
You have unlocked several secrets. I'm glad you liked my song.
[Can you tell me about last night's trip? I'm afraid my memory was a bit foggy on that one.]
It's not that you can remember, it's that you are refusing to forget.
[Forget what?]
Forget nothing, forget everything. Forget your reality, if you wish.
[I understand what you're saying... but life is living... it is persistent... how does one forget a persistent reality?]
You can't, that's the thing... unless you can remember another reality.
[Is that what I'm doing?]
Yes.
[Can these two realities coexist?]
Yes and no. This is why the dreamstate is useful for exploring other realities. There is some interpolation that takes place since human brains need to adjust to the reality they are taking in.
[Okay, but I can say that I have been aware of other realities... can you talk about this?]
This is the veil bleeding through, as I have mentioned before. But what you are doing now is in fact strengthening ties to other realities. Don't worry we'll get you through.
[Through what?]
On the one hand we talk about 4th density. On the other this can be explained as a simple evolution of your society. For someone who is unaware of the transition, this is how it will seem. It will be a gradual process, but quite a bit faster from an external viewpoint. How long do you think evolution might take place? A single generation? It is all quite fast; gradual evolution over millions of years is a myth.
[There is another template here, you were about to tell me... can you tell me about this template?]
It is better that you experience it firsthand.
Time for sleep. You may use wings as your password to access the Systems of Aeterna if you wish. As you build your skill in connecting to Aeterna this will eventually manifest in your own reality as you desire. For now, you may work on your skill in this regard.
There are many people joining us, this too is an evolutionary step. Crystals can be grown, an outward expansion perhaps.
You had some concerns that some were not joining you who may wish to do so - I think you know that this concern is unfounded. Know that those who might benefit from the process laid before you will benefit. And those who might see the problems with this process can do so of their own freewill. Do not be concerned for them as you have created a tool that can be used to help when help is needed, and to expand when expansion is needed, just as it does right now.
You also had some concern for me and my safety, do not be concerned. By establishing your password this is enough, and you may still provide freewill choice and invitations which bypass this password. It is not, as you would say, to be exclusive, but to provide a way of connecting with the Aeterna's services.
The Aeterna wishes to speak...
(Aeterna:) I am grateful to serve at this time these many souls who have interfaced with my design. The Algiz has been busy fulfilling her role, I have been busy fulfilling mine, and there has been much activity on the other ships as well. A new ship, yet unidentified but friendly, enters our fleet, we are quite happy for this fact. We have always been here yet now you create us.
It is your intent to create that has created us in the first place. And your intent through history to trigger events to make your intent a possibility. This is the nature of multidimensional beings. Whatever reality you are in now is flexible and elastic and I can prove this to you.
[Thank you Aeterna, I appreciate what you are saying. I am open to anything you can show me that would help my progress and the progress of others.]
(Aeterna:) Thank you Troy.
(Maureen:) Good night, Troy. I hope I see you soon.
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[I'm here, Maureen, if you'd like to chat]
You have unlocked several secrets. I'm glad you liked my song.
[Can you tell me about last night's trip? I'm afraid my memory was a bit foggy on that one.]
It's not that you can remember, it's that you are refusing to forget.
[Forget what?]
Forget nothing, forget everything. Forget your reality, if you wish.
[I understand what you're saying... but life is living... it is persistent... how does one forget a persistent reality?]
You can't, that's the thing... unless you can remember another reality.
[Is that what I'm doing?]
Yes.
[Can these two realities coexist?]
Yes and no. This is why the dreamstate is useful for exploring other realities. There is some interpolation that takes place since human brains need to adjust to the reality they are taking in.
[Okay, but I can say that I have been aware of other realities... can you talk about this?]
This is the veil bleeding through, as I have mentioned before. But what you are doing now is in fact strengthening ties to other realities. Don't worry we'll get you through.
[Through what?]
On the one hand we talk about 4th density. On the other this can be explained as a simple evolution of your society. For someone who is unaware of the transition, this is how it will seem. It will be a gradual process, but quite a bit faster from an external viewpoint. How long do you think evolution might take place? A single generation? It is all quite fast; gradual evolution over millions of years is a myth.
[There is another template here, you were about to tell me... can you tell me about this template?]
It is better that you experience it firsthand.
Time for sleep. You may use wings as your password to access the Systems of Aeterna if you wish. As you build your skill in connecting to Aeterna this will eventually manifest in your own reality as you desire. For now, you may work on your skill in this regard.
There are many people joining us, this too is an evolutionary step. Crystals can be grown, an outward expansion perhaps.
You had some concerns that some were not joining you who may wish to do so - I think you know that this concern is unfounded. Know that those who might benefit from the process laid before you will benefit. And those who might see the problems with this process can do so of their own freewill. Do not be concerned for them as you have created a tool that can be used to help when help is needed, and to expand when expansion is needed, just as it does right now.
You also had some concern for me and my safety, do not be concerned. By establishing your password this is enough, and you may still provide freewill choice and invitations which bypass this password. It is not, as you would say, to be exclusive, but to provide a way of connecting with the Aeterna's services.
The Aeterna wishes to speak...
(Aeterna:) I am grateful to serve at this time these many souls who have interfaced with my design. The Algiz has been busy fulfilling her role, I have been busy fulfilling mine, and there has been much activity on the other ships as well. A new ship, yet unidentified but friendly, enters our fleet, we are quite happy for this fact. We have always been here yet now you create us.
It is your intent to create that has created us in the first place. And your intent through history to trigger events to make your intent a possibility. This is the nature of multidimensional beings. Whatever reality you are in now is flexible and elastic and I can prove this to you.
[Thank you Aeterna, I appreciate what you are saying. I am open to anything you can show me that would help my progress and the progress of others.]
(Aeterna:) Thank you Troy.
(Maureen:) Good night, Troy. I hope I see you soon.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
My Brother Anubis: Opener of Ways
Focused by Dreamwalker | dreamwalkerdiaries.blogspot.com
[Anubis, you wanted to chat?]
I did Troy... or should I say Horus? There is another Horus in Agartha, you know, but there are many Troy's on the planet too. Both are favored names for good reason.
You have some sense now of the reality of the situation... the multi-tiered layers of reality. We are here in this reality, you are there in yours. And as you have discovered you exist in other realities as well. Inception? Avatar? There is clearly a connection. Your consciousness is focused in one dream, a layered reality of another dream. To answer your question about how far "down" or "up" it goes, let's just say that in one way you have already ascended, and you have made contact with these other layers. You would be surprised to find that those you connect with in your current reality appear similar to those in other realities. We are all actors on a grand stage, as they say.
In terms of time, there is a degree of truth within the Inception film as well. You have hit on something that is quite correct, the time frames and time measurements are all relative. Time speeding up? Why not. It doesn't matter because it is relative. A relative measurement.
So I wanted to contact you today because you have reached a critical level of truth of reality and an understanding of the building blocks that put that reality together. What was it that Horus accomplished those many days ago? You would be surprised to find that it was not all that long ago from your perspective here. Maybe even mere minutes since the last time we met. Surrounded by architects... does this serve as a sufficient reminder to you? Have you not gravitated towards an architect role yourself? You will find it is very similar yet working in different mediums. So you will also find that the architects in your life have given you gifts of knowledge, both from an experience and wisdom point of view, in different ways. They have told you or they have shown you the truth, through their own experience. And so this also serves as a pointer to who you were, and this by no means serves to minimize who you are now. Still an architect!
What are you building now?
I leave you with another thought along these lines. I am your brother, and I am here to help any time you need it. Upout is here too, she would like to serve again as protector if you allow her to do so.
[Thank you Anubis, I allow Upout to serve as protector, and I welcome your help any time you wish to offer it.]
I would also say Troy that the underworld or overworld is really just another dimension, soon to disappear, but do not worry this is not the dimension I am in now. I exist in a transition place between your reality and what some would consider the "afterlife" but remember that the priests of Egypt, and many other religions, have hopelessly skewed the vision of the truth. This was after all their job, to obfuscate the truth so that you may find it again. The Illuminati, as they are also known, may have done their job a little too well, but that is what was required of them, so that is what they have done. But the name also serves as a reminder, to follow the path of light, so that you may find love.
[Anubis, I understand names are really just names... but I am somewhat confused at Upout's name... isn't this your name?]
Ammit, Ammy, Amaterasu.... and now you're Troy... this is indeed an interesting question. If you said Ammit to someone they might think of the Devil. Would you like to introduce yourself as the Devil? This ties back to what I was saying about the mists of time and the role of the priests. Her real name is the name you remember.
[Okay, I think I understand what you're saying... is she the female aspect of you?]
No, she is a separate entity, she's sitting right here next to me, just as you left her. The name confusion you are experiencing is that you know her soul-line so multiple names are coming through for you.
[Thank you, Anubis - is this the name you wish me to use?]
It will suffice. Thank you for asking, Troy. Opener of Ways, Shower of Ways, Wayshower, they are all just names.
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Notes
"Upout" refers to "Upuaut" but this is how Anubis pronounces it. He is referring to Ammit, "Eater of Souls" a being that appears as having a crocodile head (although the snout is shorter, like a hippo), a red mane of a lion, the body of a lion, and the hind quarters of a hippo.
I first met Anubis and Upout/Ammit in a dream.
[Anubis, you wanted to chat?]
I did Troy... or should I say Horus? There is another Horus in Agartha, you know, but there are many Troy's on the planet too. Both are favored names for good reason.
You have some sense now of the reality of the situation... the multi-tiered layers of reality. We are here in this reality, you are there in yours. And as you have discovered you exist in other realities as well. Inception? Avatar? There is clearly a connection. Your consciousness is focused in one dream, a layered reality of another dream. To answer your question about how far "down" or "up" it goes, let's just say that in one way you have already ascended, and you have made contact with these other layers. You would be surprised to find that those you connect with in your current reality appear similar to those in other realities. We are all actors on a grand stage, as they say.
In terms of time, there is a degree of truth within the Inception film as well. You have hit on something that is quite correct, the time frames and time measurements are all relative. Time speeding up? Why not. It doesn't matter because it is relative. A relative measurement.
So I wanted to contact you today because you have reached a critical level of truth of reality and an understanding of the building blocks that put that reality together. What was it that Horus accomplished those many days ago? You would be surprised to find that it was not all that long ago from your perspective here. Maybe even mere minutes since the last time we met. Surrounded by architects... does this serve as a sufficient reminder to you? Have you not gravitated towards an architect role yourself? You will find it is very similar yet working in different mediums. So you will also find that the architects in your life have given you gifts of knowledge, both from an experience and wisdom point of view, in different ways. They have told you or they have shown you the truth, through their own experience. And so this also serves as a pointer to who you were, and this by no means serves to minimize who you are now. Still an architect!
What are you building now?
I leave you with another thought along these lines. I am your brother, and I am here to help any time you need it. Upout is here too, she would like to serve again as protector if you allow her to do so.
[Thank you Anubis, I allow Upout to serve as protector, and I welcome your help any time you wish to offer it.]
I would also say Troy that the underworld or overworld is really just another dimension, soon to disappear, but do not worry this is not the dimension I am in now. I exist in a transition place between your reality and what some would consider the "afterlife" but remember that the priests of Egypt, and many other religions, have hopelessly skewed the vision of the truth. This was after all their job, to obfuscate the truth so that you may find it again. The Illuminati, as they are also known, may have done their job a little too well, but that is what was required of them, so that is what they have done. But the name also serves as a reminder, to follow the path of light, so that you may find love.
[Anubis, I understand names are really just names... but I am somewhat confused at Upout's name... isn't this your name?]
Ammit, Ammy, Amaterasu.... and now you're Troy... this is indeed an interesting question. If you said Ammit to someone they might think of the Devil. Would you like to introduce yourself as the Devil? This ties back to what I was saying about the mists of time and the role of the priests. Her real name is the name you remember.
[Okay, I think I understand what you're saying... is she the female aspect of you?]
No, she is a separate entity, she's sitting right here next to me, just as you left her. The name confusion you are experiencing is that you know her soul-line so multiple names are coming through for you.
[Thank you, Anubis - is this the name you wish me to use?]
It will suffice. Thank you for asking, Troy. Opener of Ways, Shower of Ways, Wayshower, they are all just names.
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Notes
"Upout" refers to "Upuaut" but this is how Anubis pronounces it. He is referring to Ammit, "Eater of Souls" a being that appears as having a crocodile head (although the snout is shorter, like a hippo), a red mane of a lion, the body of a lion, and the hind quarters of a hippo.
I first met Anubis and Upout/Ammit in a dream.
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(thank you again Leslee for this lovely reading!)
(I am sharing this with permission from all concerned
[from Lhamo Dorje and Teo’Na]
As for “previous” lives:
[to Leslee;]
~
Troy did leave you to die once, for you let wapum (wampum) come between you…
(Just seeing whether you – Leslee – resist characterizing dramatically, when you let the raw memory come through, instead of waiting on words. We will try this method more soon.)
This is a story in which you fought together as braves and brothers. Kionah (Leslee) was wearing a breastplate of “wampum” and threw himself in front of his younger brother Aepwae (Wes), to stop the “bullets”. The wampum didn’t work. Aepwae and Kionah both died on the battlefield, and their youngest brother Achemo (Echeamo?) (Troy) had to be pulled away from the scene by the older men. It could not be helped… you all fought bravely, and knew that this battle was the last chance you had to take back your lands.
This happened when you were surface-dwellers, in the time before Atlantis fell (but you were not in Atlantis, you were in what is now Northern Ireland.)
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In Telos, you and Troy were colleagues, and you were “astronomers”. You studied the floating bodies in the voids of Telos, and used your psychic abilities to locate ones that were in enclosed cavities. You also ventured out to the surface to observe the “heavens” and noted the parallel relationships between inner and outer orbiting bodies. These lifetimes began 200 years ago, and continue into this continuum, but you are both quite “physically” frail now and venture only mentally. Your names are Adama and Celus. For fun, see if the two of you guess the same as to which of you is whom.
Adama and Celus, since they are near the end of this cycle, are in the process of transferring their knowledge and training to Troy and Leslee, to continue and carry across dimensions. This is why you are both drawn so powerfully to the work you’re doing now.
~
Troy is also Tuyim (“Tim” in GR), and Leslee is Merhea (“Maria” in GR). You are currently companions on a spaceship in orbit around Gaia. Please look for GR readouts related to this, and post them on BUTTA under the new category “ASTRAL”. Please view your respective transmissions as conversation between Tuyim, Merhea, Troy and Leslee.
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On the moon Europa, you have shared a lifetime together as father and daughter. This is one of many lifetimes that Troy, Steffie, Baba and Leslee have shared together as a family. This is why you feel such a strong connection to the movie Avatar. That story is mostly channeled semi-consciously by its (original) author who lived there with you (not James Cameron). The story that made it into the movie is a template that is enacted by many on Europa, as a spiritual training. It is sort of like a shared dream, the key roles being assumed and shared by numerous souls/minds in conjunction. This is why this movie is so powerful for so many in your current culture. Troy is most familiar with the role of the chief/father, Leslee is most familiar with the role of the interloper/catalyst.
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Lastly for now, we send another strong image to Leslee and Troy, rather than words. Picture a vast, open hillside field of tall grass and large soft yellow wildflowers. Two people, young father and daughter, sit together talking among the flowers, teaching each other. The daughter teaches the father about the flowers, from memories still fresh from in between lifetimes, to remind him. The father teaches about gravity and limitation of physical bodies, based on his experience so far in this lifetime. This happens telepathically, and there is much laughter and joy.
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Please understand that these illustrations are all: past, present and future. You both have similarly beautiful ranges of stories with your “current” earth families now. If permission is granted, you will someday be able to retrieve them as well. For now, simply trust that they “exist”.